Male Fantasy Billie Eilish

[00:18.53] Home alone, trying not to eat [00:22.44] Distract myself with pornography [00:26.84] I hate the way she looks at me [00:33.82] I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be [00:39.67] That satisfied, it's a male fantasy [00:44.08] I'm going back to therapy [00:51.20] 'Cause I loved you then, and I love you now [00:55.74] And I don't know how [00:59.80] Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around [01:08.77] If I'm getting over you [01:13.46] Or just pretending to [01:18.07] Be alright, convince myself I hate you [01:27.16] [01:33.27] (Want me to put it here?) [01:35.63] (Okay) [01:38.30] I got a call from a girl I used to know [01:42.83] We were inseparable years ago [01:46.50] Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so [01:51.72] [01:53.82] And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel [02:00.03] I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel [02:04.24] But nothing lasts, I know the deal [02:11.24] But I loved you then, and I love you now [02:15.61] And I don't know how [02:19.86] Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around [02:28.98] If I'm getting over you [02:33.26] Or just pretending to [02:38.00] Be alright, convince myself I hate you [02:48.57] Can't get over you [02:52.75] No matter what I do [02:57.08] I know I should, but I could never hate you [03:04.61]