My Mind, Myself & I Secrets

[00:12.78] So help me God to fall asleep at night [00:17.05] 'Cause every night feels like I'm losing a fistfight [00:19.79] I'm gone, feels like there's something wrong [00:22.93] 'Cause I can't escape from these prison walls [00:26.98] That I've built myself [00:29.01] If you can hear me, can you please come free me? [00:32.27] Time, feels like I have none left [00:35.55] Can you check my pulse, if it's beating? [00:38.47] Sometimes I feel like [00:40.83] I'm heading in the right direction, then I turn [00:48.15] I knew that it was too good to be true 'cause I've learned [00:52.13] That suffering lasts forever [00:56.63] It always takes me in, it pulls me under farther [01:00.15] Does everybody else just walk on water? [01:02.81] Breathing in and breathing out, I suffer [01:06.31] So help me God, can I recover? [01:08.92] It's so tough to get up these days [01:12.13] There's nowhere to go when your mind's a cage [01:16.13] I'm stuck treading water, slowly drowning in this pain [01:21.30] Can't seem to get much sleep [01:24.48] When I close my eyes, I just overthink [01:28.28] About everything I've done and will do [01:32.75] Am I born to lose? [01:35.70] Immobilized, I'm petrified [01:40.74] I can't run and I can't hide [01:46.44] Am I paralyzed? Is this my life? [01:49.36] Anxiety has got the best of me tonight [01:53.20] Feels like I can't unwind [01:55.58] My chest restricted and tight [01:59.50] It's like I've lost all sight [02:01.50] All darkness without a sign of light [02:08.16] I guess I'm stuck here waiting for anything [02:10.54] It's so tough to get up these days [02:13.80] There's nowhere to go when your mind's a cage [02:17.59] I'm stuck treading water, slowly drowning in this pain [02:22.84] Can't seem to get much sleep [02:25.81] When I close my eyes, I just overthink [02:29.87] About everything I've done and will do [02:34.09] Am I born to lose? [02:55.78] I can't run, I can't hide [02:58.49] I guess I gotta just stand and fight tonight [03:15.54] I'm stuck in a cycle, it's repeating [03:20.30] Help me out of this hole, I can't keep bleeding [03:26.22]