i know you hate me Midwxst

[00:19.53] I've been fighting with thoughts and temptations [00:22.14] I'm not good at holding conversations [00:24.74] Bae bear with me, baby, please just be patient [00:27.34] Want you here, I don't want my bed vacant [00:29.10] Every night, we been fightin' and fuckin' and lovin' [00:32.79] I don't know if I hate this shit or love it [00:35.29] Don't wanna keep goin' but don't wanna cut it [00:37.96] In a predicament but won't discuss it, no [00:41.27] You say you love me [00:42.23] But I know you hate me [00:43.64] Don't ever wan' face me [00:44.94] You know what I'm facin' [00:46.23] I'm not one for chasin' [00:47.58] You're never explainin' [00:48.89] I'm gone on the weekends [00:50.10] I'm off the deep end [00:51.84] Nothing ever makes sense [00:53.61] Watch you walk out my life [00:55.17] And it ain't been the same since [00:57.16] Put it in the past tense [00:58.87] I was playing the offense [01:00.38] But now I'm on defence [01:02.13] Never said you were the one [01:03.40] That was crazy [01:04.64] I should've had better judgement, I was lazy [01:07.31] Now I sit and recollect while I'm on vacay [01:09.82] I should've known that you were trouble [01:11.23] When you made me say [01:12.45] That I love you so much [01:13.75] I don't want you to leave [01:15.01] And that you were the one [01:16.36] That was pulling my strings [01:17.78] And then you went and [01:18.56] Ripped my heart up into pieces [01:20.59] I never thought it would reach this [01:22.57] You say you love me [01:23.65] But I know you hate me [01:24.88] Don't ever wan' face me [01:26.25] You know what I'm facin' [01:27.52] I'm not one for chasin' [01:28.83] You're never explainin' [01:30.09] I'm gone on the weekends [01:31.48] I'm off the deep end [01:33.15] Nothing ever makes sense [01:35.06] Watch you walk out my life [01:36.35] And it ain't been the same since [01:38.34] Put it in the past tense [01:40.11] I was playing the offense [01:41.77] But now I'm on defence [01:44.01] And once you leave [01:44.78] There's no comin' back [01:46.04] I don't wanna see your face [01:47.39] And on top of that [01:48.62] I don't want you in my phone [01:49.85] No, I'm not textin' back [01:51.02] I know that no matter what you do [01:52.42] That you'll come running back [01:53.97] And don't try to backtrack [01:55.27] On shit that you said [01:56.55] 'Cause to me in my head [01:57.71] You're already dead [01:59.47] So I'm gonna let you rest in peace, uh [02:02.23] Hopefully this will end the misery [02:04.50]