How Bout Now (Text Voter XX to 40649) grandson, Phem

I've been searchin' for a sign Through the corners of my mind Lookin' for permission for someone that told me that I'm fine Truth is that I've been a mess Like I'm wasted and depressed Facing my addiction Is this as good as it gets? (Woo, woo, woo, woo) I'm so sick of that same old shit I'm so sick of hearin' "Not right now" I hope one day, it gets better than this I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah I'm so sick of that same old shit I'm so sick of feelin' six feet down I hope one day, it gets better than this I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah How about now? How about now? I won't let this city get me down Even though I hate this fuckin' town Careful who you share your dreams with Thought that I'd feel better now I fell back and hit my head I cry 'til my eyes turn red I'm tired of feelin' like shit And I done quit, a stranger in my skin I'm so sick of that same old shit I'm so sick of hearin' "Not right now" I hope one day, it gets better than this I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah I'm so sick of that same old shit I'm so sick of feelin' six feet down I hope one day, it gets better than this I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah How about now? How about now? If you need a little help, you can put it on me If you're goin' through Hell, you can put it on me If you're doin' it yourself, you can put it on me Put it on me, you can put it on me If you need a little help, you can put it on me If you're goin' through Hell, you can put it on me Fuck the hand that you were dealt, put it on me Put it on me, you can put it on me I'm so sick of that same old shit (same old shit) I'm so sick of hearin' "Not right now" (right now) I hope one day, it gets better than this (better than this) I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah I'm so sick of that same old shit (same old shit) I'm so sick of feelin' six feet down I hope one day, it gets better than this I gotta get it some way, somehow, yeah How about now? How about now?